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[Dec. 2nd, 2009|10:09 pm] |
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Now I'm addicted to Grey's Anatomy. And I hate being addicted to something. It takes up too much precious time. Rock Band 2 is addictive too. And I spend precious time on it too. :( |
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[Sep. 29th, 2009|07:43 pm] |
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i miss charles a lot.
and he's sleeping now.
:(
i want to talk to him also cannot. |
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| Covers |
[Sep. 11th, 2009|11:34 pm] |
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| Go away, will you? |
[Aug. 22nd, 2009|05:48 pm] |
From sadness to being angry to just plain idgaf.
I don't all these shit man. |
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[Aug. 17th, 2009|08:50 pm] |
There's a place I've been to
So often that it has become a habit
Everyone knows that place
Hidden behind a rock
I know many who have been there for a long time
I would like to be like them
Stop, they say, its an awful place
The feeling is so tempting and so sinful
I know many who have gotten out of that place
I want to try but I'm scared
There are many thing I need
But getting to them is difficult
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I've forgotten how music used to hold me |
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[Aug. 6th, 2009|10:51 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
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| [ | Current Mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
Its too late to change now.
Sometimes I think i'm on the wrong route.
Standing upfront talking was my Arcadia.
I was feeling down but when i got to speak, my mood was different. I was at a place where everything was ~different~ |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2009|11:57 pm] |
My dear wallpaper
Would you be there like the last time?
Would you be there to talk and listen?
Would you be there to offer advice?
Oh those things you used to say
They still guide me through this day
Can you run my life for me?
I'm definitely not what I used to be
Patty said diamonds aren't forever
I told her I needed laughter
Maybe some colour
And a few drops of life
A rainbow could help
Yes no maybe i dont know
We'll just have to wait
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You tuck it away in your brain like sour candy tucked in your cheek, and the puckering memory it leaves behind, the rough pleasure of running your tongue over its strange terrain, is exactly the same. |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2009|10:51 pm] |
Motivate me
I wanna get myself outta this bed.
Captivate me
I want good thoughts inside of my head.
When I fall down would you come around
Pick me right up off the ground?
I'm un-artistic, un-realistic
You say I'm selfish and absurd.
You try to change me,
You try to save me,
You say I'm gonna learn.
I'm so blind, I'm out of time,
You're so unkind sometimes.
I never lied, I never lied, I never lied....
Cuz I never said that everything would be ok,
I never said that we would live to see another day... |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2009|08:27 am] |
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I'm tired of losing my things.
I've lost my knive set, 2 cloths and a set of notes.
Kill me please, i have no idea where the things are.
I remember placing my notes in my bag before leaving the class. But when i checked my bag this morning, it wasn't there. Sigh.
This is so exasperating. |
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[Jul. 14th, 2009|12:00 am] |
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HAHA CHARLIE SO LAME.
he said hello parsley when i said pumpkin. |
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[Jul. 5th, 2009|05:38 pm] |
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Hmm,
I know I believe in myself.
The end. |
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| Losing |
[Jun. 19th, 2009|09:58 pm] |
I don't know what to do.
Or how to react.
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“Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it’s not because they enjoy solitude. It’s because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them.”
- Jodi Picoult
And I wish you could remind me who I was,
because every day I'm a little further off.
- Amanda Palmer
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[Jun. 17th, 2009|11:37 pm] |
So take one word you said
You put it in your bed
You rest your tiny head on your pillow
You wonder where you're going next
You got your head pushed to my chest
and now you're hoping that someone let's you in
Well I'll sure let you in
You know ill let you in
Oh Kelsey, you.
So don't let anyone scare you
You know that I'll protect you
Always,
now through the thick and thin
Until the end
You better watch it
You know you don't cross it because
I'm always here for you
and I'll be here for you
I know how it feels believe me
I've been there and
I know what it feels like
tell me Kelsey
And I'll swim the ocean for you
the ocean for you
whoa, oh Kelsey
and I'll swim the ocean for you
the ocean for you
whoa, oh Kelsey
Now it's gonna get harder
and it's gonna burn brighter
and it's gonna feel tougher each and every day
so let me say, that i love you
you're all I've ever wanted
all I've ever dreamed of to come
and yes you did come
i want you so bad (so bad)
can you feel it too? (it too)
you know I'm so, I'm so in love with you
i want you, so much
i need you, so much
i need your, i need your, your touch
and I'll swim the ocean for you
the ocean for you
whoa, oh Kelsey
and you never ever let me in
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Sometimes, the lyrics are so apt. |
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[Jun. 11th, 2009|11:19 pm] |
Like the whole class, I'll miss chef too.
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[Jun. 9th, 2009|11:38 pm] |
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| [ | Current Music |
| | There Is A Light That Never Goes Out - The Smiths | ] |
And if a double-decker bus
Crashes into us
To die by your side
Is such a heavenly way to die
And if a ten-ton truck
Kills the both of us
To die by your side
Well, the pleasure - the privilege is mine |
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[May. 30th, 2009|09:46 pm] |
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