I was a single muscle whose purpose was to mourn

[Jul. 5th, 2009|05:38 pm]

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Hmm,
I know I believe in myself.

The end.

Losing	[Jun. 19th, 2009\|09:58 pm]
I don't know what to do. Or how to react. _____________________________________________________ “Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it’s not because they enjoy solitude. It’s because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them.” - Jodi Picoult And I wish you could remind me who I was, because every day I'm a little further off. - Amanda Palmer
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(no subject)	[Jun. 17th, 2009\|11:37 pm]
So take one word you said You put it in your bed You rest your tiny head on your pillow You wonder where you're going next You got your head pushed to my chest and now you're hoping that someone let's you in Well I'll sure let you in You know ill let you in Oh Kelsey, you. So don't let anyone scare you You know that I'll protect you Always, now through the thick and thin Until the end You better watch it You know you don't cross it because I'm always here for you and I'll be here for you I know how it feels believe me I've been there and I know what it feels like tell me Kelsey And I'll swim the ocean for you the ocean for you whoa, oh Kelsey and I'll swim the ocean for you the ocean for you whoa, oh Kelsey Now it's gonna get harder and it's gonna burn brighter and it's gonna feel tougher each and every day so let me say, that i love you you're all I've ever wanted all I've ever dreamed of to come and yes you did come i want you so bad (so bad) can you feel it too? (it too) you know I'm so, I'm so in love with you i want you, so much i need you, so much i need your, i need your, your touch and I'll swim the ocean for you the ocean for you whoa, oh Kelsey and you never ever let me in ________________________________ Sometimes, the lyrics are so apt.
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(no subject)	[Jun. 11th, 2009\|11:19 pm]
Like the whole class, I'll miss chef too.
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[Jun. 9th, 2009|11:38 pm]

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[	Current Music	\|	There Is A Light That Never Goes Out - The Smiths	]

And if a double-decker bus
Crashes into us
To die by your side
Is such a heavenly way to die
And if a ten-ton truck
Kills the both of us
To die by your side
Well, the pleasure - the privilege is mine

[May. 30th, 2009|09:46 pm]

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melancholy

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[May. 24th, 2009|07:05 pm]

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loved

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You're such a smiling sweetheart

(no subject)	[May. 13th, 2009\|11:09 pm]
Tonight, I'm a rock 'n' roll star
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[May. 4th, 2009|11:28 pm]

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happy

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:D
I swear nothing beats how I'm feeling right now.
But something scares me.
Because everything that goes up, has to come down.

[May. 2nd, 2009|09:40 pm]

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[	Current Music	\|	Hellogoodbye - Here (In Your Arms)	]

Soon, mentors will find me smiling to myself.
And ask why, haha.
:D

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[Apr. 26th, 2009|10:41 pm]

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tired

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I need to sleep right now.

[Apr. 25th, 2009|10:10 pm]

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Ronan Keating

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Today was good
Today was fun
Tomorrow is another one

Retail therapy tomorrow :)

Revolutionary Road wasn't what I expected it to be.
I thought it would be better.
:/

[Apr. 24th, 2009|11:50 am]

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Meet Me At My Window

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Anoop-dawg out.

:(
So I'm waiting for time to pass before I leave for school.

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I could use a hero right now
You could use someone to save
Someone like me
Someone who's not brave
Someone who's not free

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(no subject)	[Apr. 20th, 2009\|10:21 pm]
I want to listen to Ronan Keating's new album, but i think my mom took it to work. This isn't your typical blog. Decipher. ___________________________________________________________ Hands down, I'm too proud for love But with eyes shut, its you I'm thinking of
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[Apr. 19th, 2009|10:23 pm]

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anxious

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I seem to be getting anxiety attacks more often now.

You know its not my style

[Apr. 18th, 2009|11:29 pm]

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Chase Coy

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I just got back home.
Body aching right now and I'm thinking of not attending church tomorrow.

Today I had school. Sigh.
Haha.
Everytime I'm the butt of the joke. :(
After that got nature walk. So walk walk walk lorzzzzzz.
Take a lot of picture. Tomorrow see if I have the time to upload to flickr or not.
Now I busy with other things.

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There's gotta be something else out there for me,
I could feel it in my heart
The day I started to dream.

As you would have expected

[Apr. 15th, 2009|10:09 pm]

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exhausted

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O Romeo, Romeo! where for art thou Romeo?
Deny thy father and refuse thy name;
Or, if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love,
And I'll no longer be a Capulet.

What's in a name? that which we call a rose
By any other name would smell as sweet;
So Romeo would, were he not Romeo call'd,
Retain that dear perfection which he owes
Without that title. Romeo, doff thy name,
And for that name which is no part of thee
Take all myself.

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I cut my ring finger and small pinky accidentally. :S
Counterpain is my bff right now.
I forgot that there's American Idol.
Anoop-dawg ftw.

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[Apr. 13th, 2009|11:00 pm]

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Kermit the Frog - It's Not Easy Being Green | Powered by Last.fm

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I'm gonna try to make you laugh
Then I think we'd see the beauty then

[Apr. 9th, 2009|06:58 pm]

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apathetic

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You can wipe the blood from your shoes and the tear from your eye
But the scars on your arms, well, they're harder to hide
Drawing on a cigarette, hoping your head will clear
Is like rubbing on a lamp untill a genie appears

Its like walking through a maze
The walls aren't your friends.
All you've got are memories,
and honestly, its not good enough.